Christian Joseph

Download the new EP from the group I'm part of; E11eventh Avenue

Thinkin bout my future nothing set in concrete, am i just heading off? where... all of those have gone meet, im sad to say i've once contemplated suicide, heaven or hell... choose a side, ...how i made it through that night, either i was too weak to leave or too strong to die, there's always light in the end of the tunnel if you reach for it, whats the point of life when there's no will to live, usually i keep my thoughts to myself, the beats like my counselor every time that i vent, keeps reality in order, some think its a disease, a multiple personality disorder, call it what u want to call it, this shit helped me 4 years back when i was bout jump off the awning, it took me 20 years to realise my dads sacrifice, hes getting weaker now and living for the afterlife, i say ill go back to church but i havn't tried, tryna swallow my pride like a bad appetite, i know that's all he wants from me, ..was raised christian, mums catholic, ..tell me whats the difference? i stand in the middle whats the big deal then? and to this day still don't know what to believe in. #NatzBlazinLyrics #relating

Now you’ve been mad at me for the last couple nights, But I just wanna make love I don’t want to fight, I don’t want to fight at all, You was wrong for even going through my telephone, If I was really cheating on you would you wanna know? Baby you don’t wanna know. #pleasurep