July 2010
23 posts
but it’s like that saying, u cannot please everyone
and sometimes im not there for everyone
but u gotta know that i care for everyone” —Krayzi’ Wun
Ima do it cuz I kno I put you through it
And I just want you to sit around wit ya friends at the dinner table
and say my baby’s famous and i knew it.
Haha its actually me!
Heyhey, im guessing u watched me at AHC? I dont have any gigs lined up atm, but will definately let u know =)
Thanks! ill put up download links very soon! ill let u know asap =)
Thanks! ill let you know when the download links are up =)
Heyhey! there will be a download link very soon! ill let u know =)
We coulda split this whole thing up 50/50,
I should wanna go back to the one I started with,
But I’m addicted to this life its gonna be hard to quit,
Yeah, just ask me how things are coming along,
You can tell me that you never heard none of my songs,
Long as you end up saying one day you plan to listen,
Cos whats a star when its most important fan is missing?” —
She loved me before i was this “musician”. She loved me for who i was and not because of my talents. That’s something that no other girl can offer me and that’s what hurts the most.
Sweet! Yeah that’s all good. Feel free to post it up =)
I hope i can get through this. I haven’t been able to eat or sleep for days. It’s that state where you hit rock bottom hard. Spending every second of the day thinking about all the things you should’ve done, all the things you should’ve been. It hurts more because there’s absolutely nothing you can do to fix things. If i was given another chance at life it would be the first thing i’d change, but it’s pathetic of me to think of a second chance because its just too late. Feels like your stuck in time, not moving at all, while the world continues to move on, not giving a f*ck about the changes you wanna make. I’ll stay endlessly sorry to you.
New original song:
“Never Be The Same Again”
Written, produced and recorded by Christian Joseph
© 2010
Verse 1:
Girl I know i’ve been a fool
And I know i’ve taken you
For granted
(I know I shouldn’t have done that)
Now you wanna walk away
Cause you think that I wont’ change
(Girl I know I can prove you wrong)
Pre-chorus:
Don’t know why it’s taken me so long
To figure out my flaws
But im gonna change for you
I know i’ve gotta alot of work to do
But let me prove to you
That i’m gona make it work
Chorus:
I know that theres a reason why
Why i’ve got tears in my eyes
I don’t usually cry for girls
But you’re not just another girl
If you walk out of my life
I’ll never be the same again
No ill never be the same again
Verse 2:
Girl I know i’ve got to stop saying what i’ll do
And actually prove it you (gimme some time)
I know you dont believe me
But i’ll keep trying, coz I cant stand to watch you leave me
Pre-chorus:
Don’t know why it’s taken me so long
To figure out my flaws
But im gonna change for you
I know i’ve gotta alot of work to do
But let me prove to you
That i’m gona make it work
Chorus:
I know that theres a reason why
Why i’ve got tears in my eyes
I don’t usually cry for girls
But you’re not just another girl
If you walk out of my life
I’ll never be the same again
No ill never be the same again
Breakdown:
Every second your not by my side
I slowly die inside
Girl it’s taking out the life in me (x2)
The one you love, not the person that’ll simply have sex with you
Appreciate them to the fullest extent, and then beyond
‘Cause you never really know what you got, until it’s gone” —Immortal Technique
you stay in your room the whole day with the lights off, listening to depressing songs. Even when your friends, or even other girls hit you up to come chill out, you’d rather stay home and read the old love letters she wrote to you just so you can re-live those special moments you once spent with her in your head.
(via jhuynhh, itskimtranmotherfuckers)